I’ve been so overwhelmed with life and all that comes with
it that I haven’t really been writing lately. (Besides the fact that I’ve been
cheating on this blog with… a journal… gasp!) It’s not that I haven’t been
inspired (well that’s partly it), it’s just my focus has been pulled in so many
directions. Sometimes I’m on autopilot. I’ve been contributing more to my other blog
as well, a more intimate view into the mind of Mei Mei. It just seems that
lately there’s been too much serious going on, not enough silly, which is the main
inspiration for this blog.
I made a new friend lately who totally embraces my quirkiness.
We have a similar mindset and sense of humor… he just GETS me. It’s an awesome
feeling to not feel awkward and embarrassed ALL the time. He doesn’t think my
ideals and dreams are silly and farfetched. We’re two positive people,
especially around each other and I appreciate someone who looks at life for its
possibilities (and not just as a raw deal that was handed to us). After talking
to him for a few minutes I feel so empowered and excited about life. I’m so
much more amped to cross off bucket list items – that thing was starting to
collect dust. I think I’m most happy that I feel like ME for the first time in
such a very long time. I was a little lost for awhile and he found me. I’m
still fumbling around, but I wake up with purpose again. I just remember the
old me and how I used to be. I guess it’s the me that’s always been there but
fell into a jaded place. I just found her again is all J
